Im SO SICK of being L O N E L Y

Sunday, February 26, 2006

hmm... 2dae or is it ytd spend whole dae at home so sian...

jus tinking abt sth... next week most probably be the last week in srjc cos posting result shud be out next week... goin to miss my class, 1S09... rmb at 1st jus allocated into the class were veri reluctant abt it... cos tat time really miss my og although now i still veri miss them.... now when my class start to have a little bond n it goin to be the last week together... really miss playing box game wif them, miss go eat when we suppose to go to class then rush to class after tat n late for 15 min, miss everytime stop in middle of somewhere n discuss whether poning lesson, n miss keep calling each other by nicknames... really hope time can stop... for the 1st time actually reluctant to leave sr... tink tat if i really goin to leave sr, goin to miss my ogls n my band senior esp kenneth who veri zhao ku wo...

really learn a lesson in sr... never tink tat there still a long time ahead... time always past so quickly tat 1 didn realise it until it is time to seperate...

oso veri miss 4e1... really hope tat there is another gathering... really wan to plan it but after the last gathering, i noe tat i a flop in organise gathering... n the best person for dis job is unwilling to do so... n the others don really willing plan... guess tat mean it is nearly impossible 4 a gathering ba...

life is so irony... in 1S09, got people r willing to plan gathering but some don wan to go or didn really willing to go... but in 4e1, people wan to go but no 1 willing to plan...

hope the best person for the job could do the job, but it seem so impossible....

now oso tinking whether making the rite choice putting singapore poly as my 1st choice... noe tat now tink abt it oso no use but still cant help but brooding over it... actually jc life suit me if not cos of gp n due to the fact tat i m a slacker... as 4 poly, jus feel little weird to me... cos 4 last ten yrs of my life, i wear uniform to sch n the education last ten yrs is more similar to jc...

can onli tink of 1 song now... which is S.H.E. song " bu xiang zhan da"... really discribe my feeling...

+++______Now im singing such a sad song______ ♥