<body> Im SO SICK of being L O N E L Y
The LoneR

Me.
08 Dec 89
18
emo
loner
friendless

Adores

HK drama
inuyasha
shin chan
bleach
daydream
freedom

Hates

Who i m now
What i m doin now
Hate abt myslef

i cant ignore

.2E1'03.
.4E1'05.
.1S09'06.
.athens beta.
.anne.
.bel.
.charlotte.
.chester.
.chin swee.
.cindy.
.daryl.
.desiree.
.edumund.
.eugene.
.grace.
.huan ling.
.jeffrey.
.jeremy.
.jeremy aka freak.
.joshua.
.limin.
.lina.
.linda.
.lionel.
.miss tew.
.patrick.
.qiqi.
.ren huan.
.rong xuan.
.shaun.
.siang long.
.siew ling.
.sze shi.
.vincent.
.wee seng.
.xue yi.
.yin ying.
.yumei.
.zheng yuan.
.zhong ming.

I remember u told me






动脉 - 飞轮海

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  • Thursday, August 31, 2006


    it been around 2 weeks since i last blog... shall blog wat happen... try my best to rmb the date n so...

    <15>

    go out wif anne n daryl to accompany go take anne phone which is under servicing... n we saw lionel n his stead... den anne at there start kpo liao...

    next we take bus back to toa payoh central n eat our beloved long john silver....

    <16>

    stay at home mapling

    2dae is li min bdae... haha...

    <17>

    if i not wrong, me daryl n anne go out n study 2gether... unbelievable rite.... after mug abit, we end up plating pool...

    if i stil not wrong, we have our dinner tat our beloved long john silver again n we saw grace n kelvin... grace seem veri blur leh cos i at least mention to her 3 time tat my sch is sp.... now i still dunno whether she rmb... i doubt so...

    <18>

    forgotten wat i did last summer

    <19-20>

    mugging for my EM1.... stress=load/cross-sectional area n when in equilibrium leftward force=rightward force, upward force=downward force...

    <21>

    EM1 exam... make some mistake here n there... dunno how well i can done...

    after tat, me, patrick, rong xuan n derreck accompany hero to shop wulu wulu shopping centre in west side to buy 2nd hand phone... he lost his phone during our class gathering in sentosa...

    after tat take 174 den change bus to go np meet anne n daryl... at 1st tot can go np see see.. end up daryl end his exam early n i didn even manage to pass np gate lo...

    have our long john silver for dinner again... saw darren n randy if i not wrong....

    <22>

    mugging for MIP... which is like Misson ImPossible... but i shall Make It Possible...

    bingham liquid: resist small shear rate, but flow easily wif large shear rate
    pseudo liquid: aka shear thinning liquid... visocity decrease wif increasing shear rate

    the resst i forgot... haha...

    <23>

    MIP oh well... sad ma... other sae easy but i dun tink so... haha... end at 4... go meet anne n daryl go play pool...

    <24>

    mugging CPPA... {everything flow in}={everything flow out}... CEM didn really mug at all...

    <25>

    have CPPA exam... ok ba... i dunno... after tat have our 7hr break b4 CEM... so sad lo... seeing other people happily go out of sch while i still stuck at sch at last dae of exam...

    tat 7hr study CEM... can onli sae input does not = output...

    CEM paper... sure will do badly le but still feel veri happy.... dunno y... prehap is last paper...

    2dae is anne wong heng gee bdae... lao yi sui le...

    <26>

    2dae go celebrate anne bdae... go eat sushi buffet at cine... after tat we meet jeremy n miss cc in cine... 1st time saw miss cc... haha... den we have bowling at marina bay... they gd la... got bus concession n 45c... me 64c la...

    on the MRT, we at there play... they gd la... ignore me... 2 couple there... hymp.... lonely, i so lonely...

    pack my bag for 2molo trip to genting...

    <27>

    wake up at 5 plus den around 6.3o take cab down to the denstination... reach there feel veri nervous cos long long time didn go oversea le... last time is 7yrs ago oso go genting....

    my bus no is 9333... is those got 2 level le... somemore got television... but we cant play until we out of singapore....

    left singapore from tuas checkpoint... 1st time using tat... n is really people mountain people sea... alot of people...

    at malaysia checkpoint, we show the malaysian singaporean spirit... cos at 1st onli 6 counter open onli... den suddenly open another counter.... n people are RUNNING TOWARD the counter la... so kiasu... our singaporean spirit... seriously is there a nid...

    then we take till 1 point to have our breakfast... lucky my bus come earlier if not later alot people....

    after we left, the television can be used... the game n movie is boring but i still watch it... i watch initial D....

    after few hrs... finally reach genting... check in to our room... tink the room suck.... 1stly, our hotel rm is in the 1st floor... when got hotel rm is 1st floor le... den the rm hor, no fridge n cardboard... it darm small...

    have our lunch in 1 of the restuarent n we go eat... den go walk around the whole genting n have a indoor game... the 4d effect thingy.... haha.... the effect quite nice....

    after tat we shop again n my sis n me did foot massage.... well 1st time doin it... not as pain as i tot but at some part pain... the part tat i felt pain represent nose, brain n heart.... lol... wonder wat wrong wif them... haha...

    den go back hotel rest b4 having dinner... after dinner play bowling b4 goin back hotel... i got 30 plus onli.. louser than sat... :(

    <28>

    2nd dae in genting... have breakfast at burger king... den bought the ticket for the theme park thingy n start play lo... onli my sis n me play onli... during lunch time go to eat ah yi bao yu... so long didn eat bao yu le... but their service veri gd... den we go back to the hotel rest cos full le go play scare later vomit... den i ownself go shop around to see present for ANNE WONG HENG GEE without an idea of wat to buy....

    n later go play again.... we play the flying coaster... jus normal roller coaster except tat u r lying down... well it was scary to me ba... cos 1st time ride a roller coaster... kept my eye close throghout the journey... somemore got phototaking le...

    den meet parents at the ktv outside have the ktv cum dinner.... sorta like k box k lunch.... at least quite up to standard... got those quite new song... but the dinner serving so small lo....

    after tat we go shop around n go back hotel rm... den after tat go to starbuck coffee to have a drink... the atmosphere is gd except some people smoking n weather is nice... after we decided to buy supper cos ktv there eat no full... go have burger king... realise tat there are burgers tat not available in singapore so decided bought... but kena tricked... the burger which i tot is not available in sg... wat royal chicken or sth like tat le is actually chicken sandwhich we known in singapore... saded....

    <29>

    last dae in genting.... go eat breakfast buffet... not bad la... but i didn eat much but drink alot... haha.... den me n my sisters left 1st n my parent still eating... they go sleep while i go to finalise all the gifts i giving which is to bought it.... den go back slack around... den my sis woke up n we go out again.... they shop to buy sth for their colleage n friend.... haha...

    den make our parent n go eat kfc... n go to the hotel lobby (cos we aready checked out our rm cos by 12 nid check out) to wait to 2 when the bus come fetch us...

    den 2 le we board the bus... the bus no is 9399... somewat the buses i take onli cosist 3 n 9 in their no...

    dis bus nicer... cos the chair is massage chair... somemore wif a lounge le... nice rite... n television too... of cos like the other 1... onli after certain part they can do the facilities...

    den we stop at the foot of genting go to somewat a supermarket or so (n it a dirty 1) to buy some local product back to sg... it like so mani people n buses la... somemore tat time it raining n we have to wait to alight at the shelter part which is veri small n wif so mani bus.... n so mani horn pressing competition...

    after tat, we can use the television... watch i not stupid 2... (in between got toilet break) den watch ella enchanted, a english movie until i fall asleep... wake up le den after awhile reach the dinner place... after tat rewatch the movie....

    reach malaysia checkpoint at 9.... b4 reaching they turn off the tv... lucky the show is finishing....

    den tuas checkpoint... when pass through the so called gate... it beeped... haha...

    reach the place we meet to go malaysia... from there take taxi home... cost 7.50.... finally home sweet home...

    ponder abt some of these thing when i up in genting
    -where do those stuff of restuarent n shops stay?? in genting
    -some of the workers look around 18-19.... doesn them nid to study or wat... how possible to go up genting n work?
    -y got like more malaysian chinese there than malay??

    overall i tink there quite nice ba... especially like u go out of ur rm is like is shopping mall n theme park n so nice too... guess i dun mind stay there forever.... haha...

    <30>

    resting dae for me... haha... did mapling n so

    <31>

    IS TEACHER DAE CELEBRATION... meet chin swee at 9 outside GYSS... but i late... reach at 9.30... but there got people more late... den go in de the security told us we cannot go into the sch campus b4 12... b4 tat we suppose to be outside general office.... wtf...

    den at 10.30, the performance start.... b4 tat i dunno is wat... jus student keep klkk... after tat we are being so "kind" tat let us to go canteen but we cannot go up the hall to watch performance... somemore got teacher stand gaurd there... WAT THE FUCK IS TAT.... 1st they stop us to go in campus now to the hall.... WITHOUT SAYING ANY REASONS.... if got reason at least not so angry.... SO IS DIS WAT OUR PRESENT GYSS PRINCIPAL TRYING TO TEACH US OR THE PRESENT GYSSian... IT IS ALRITE TO DO THING UR WAY WITHOUT TELLINBG PEOPLE REASON FOR DOIN SO...

    anyway, did curse the teacher tat stand guard there... mayb he is innocent but anyway he gif a xia lan face... so shud curse.... anyway when he stare the my group, i did diao him back... F**K HIM....

    along the way got people came, den we go outside general office chat n so...

    FINALLy it is 12, we are ALLOWED IN TO SEE TEACHERs.... we 1st go see mr teh in his rm... haha.. seem like he jus went reservice.... didn chat much except tat he told us he fail his promo in jc... haha... den his 5n1 came n we left to find miss leong....

    tink miss leong is happy to see us cos seeing us akin of seeing heaven.... cos her present class is 3n1 which she describe it hell... haha... den chat lo... still link her wif mr teo which according to den slim down le... haha... den we volunteer jack to plan a dinner out wif miss leong....

    den mrs ling-seet... well she cant rmb our name le... took her long to rmb.... she onli rmb tat zhong ming is veri funny 1... lol... n she comment of my hair n chin swee hair.... 1 so long n 1 go dye.... den she sae mus me tat time mr goh too strict wif us le den left gyss le release out den long hair n so.... long hair not i wan 1 ma... cos keep no time to cut it... haha...

    try to find miss tew but didn manage to find her.... saded.... cannot find her....

    den large no of us go to have lunck at the coffee shop near by... there are me, ren huan, ann nee, shuan, zheng yuan, joshua, clive, jeffery, jonathan yang, zhong ming, emile, yu xuan, hui yuan, one of zhong ming gang clique whom i dunno his name, jack, wen yi, chia yu, li min, li shan... den chin swee, cailin n pei ying left earlier to J8 eat, yasi go tution while chern hui mia.... den we at there eat n tok cok... so much fun... so long didn do tat le...

    den the big group except li min go J8 to accompany zhong ming to buy sth to gif her "female friend"... he so da pai hor... den while we walk saw cs they all... so me li shan n chia yu go shop around wif them... 2dae chia yu veri high... like the 1st time see him so high.... keep call him chia yu shu shu 2dae... haha.... n he keep call li shan san duo hua cos 2dae li shan got 3 rose tat she got from srjc... leftover actually from 2dae carnival...

    left home around 4 plus n go sleep cos ytd slept at 5am veri tired... woke up found myself havong fever... haha....

    it gd to see old friend n schmate again... althought all those restriction making me feel like punch tat xia lan teacher.... REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND AT ALL y they stop us to go into the hall n see performance.... last yr nor those yr i around they restrict ex student from coming in....

    izzit merging of 2 sch tat bought the change or izzit the change in principal causing it to happen... i guess is the latter ba... cos till now onli hear of negative new abt the principle ba take make me think she sucks too... guess it fortunate tat i not in GYSS now... REALLY DUN LIKE HOW PRESENT GYSS PEOPLE HANDLE STUFF... guess LCM wasn tat bad either ba... stay focus...

    really 2dae beside the part tat didn manage to see miss tew make me sad... oso becos miss lim n miss tan is not around in GYSS ba... miss them too....

    really wonder whether present principal will make GYSS for the better or the bad...

    +++______Now im singing such a sad song______ ♥