<body> Im SO SICK of being L O N E L Y
The LoneR

Me.
08 Dec 89
18
emo
loner
friendless

Adores

HK drama
inuyasha
shin chan
bleach
daydream
freedom

Hates

Who i m now
What i m doin now
Hate abt myslef

i cant ignore

.2E1'03.
.4E1'05.
.1S09'06.
.athens beta.
.anne.
.bel.
.charlotte.
.chester.
.chin swee.
.cindy.
.daryl.
.desiree.
.edumund.
.eugene.
.grace.
.huan ling.
.jeffrey.
.jeremy.
.jeremy aka freak.
.joshua.
.limin.
.lina.
.linda.
.lionel.
.miss tew.
.patrick.
.qiqi.
.ren huan.
.rong xuan.
.shaun.
.siang long.
.siew ling.
.sze shi.
.vincent.
.wee seng.
.xue yi.
.yin ying.
.yumei.
.zheng yuan.
.zhong ming.

I remember u told me






动脉 - 飞轮海

Its only been a day

  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • May 2008
  • June 2008
  • July 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • February 2009
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  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009

    The end

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  • Friday, January 25, 2008


    a week plus le... so long didn blog... dun tink any1 miss me anyway... intend to had 3 post 2dae... if not it will be i SUPER LONG post...

    last sun... went out wif wei sheng n wee seng to novena study... can onli sae tat heaven is playing a fool 0ut of us.... we went to study at starbuck coffee sitting outdoor... den tat dae the rain keep on off on off... den finally there a there veri big rainpour n we decided to get out of there n go back to the shopping central... den the rain amazingly stop -.-

    after tat went to donut factory study n had donut 2gether... after buying our assorted flavour donuts, wei sheng den saw the promotion they having abt having a free coffee when buy 1 glazed donut -.- sian dao... anyway i saw mr teo, a teacher in GYSS who didn taught me there as well... haha...

    after study there for 2hr plus, i finally cant stand it n we left the place... i CANT stand it cos the shop is playing the same classical music OVER n OVER n OVER n OVER again n again n again throughout the 2hr plus.... drive me crazy n pissed me off to no end...

    we went to newton circle after tat had dinner... ate zhu ciao... bought stingray, sweet n sour chicken, n kang kong.... we waste alot of food tat dae n i mainly my facult ba... shud had mention tat i somewat full b4 tat... well, n i finally learn how to eat kang kong.... not a bad beginning for me the somewat pure carnivore.. well sth i shudn be so resisted to things tat dun look appeal to me n try to accept it... n i learn a cantonese phrase tat dae.. which is "ma ma teh" or sth like tat 1... it mean so-so or quite ok... know dis term cos in 溏心风暴 the male lead nickname is tat (还可以)... i so missed the show.....

    after tat we went orchard borders to read stuff again... apparently tat the place i always go sia... tat mean how no life i m again...

    went home after tat n continue my forensic chemistry...

    (jus abt sun n it so long le..)

    mon had forensic chemistry paper... it a nite paper mean i got time in afternoon to study... well the paper is somewat screwed up... but i shall not tink abt it le... it already over... DNA part suck!!!

    tue study whole morning, afternoon n nite for my CEM instead of QAS... study QAS after 12... mus really thx RONG XUAN for reminding actually which one is more important n shud focus on.... if not i tink i will still be studying CEM after 12... dunno y suddenly so wan to study CEM... tink prehap dis is the easiest among all n i was intend to use tat to improve my grade till i almost forgot wat shud i focus...

    wed had my CEM paper... i m confident to pass... i pretty sure i can do it... after CEM, i was so shagged to continue tat.. anyway stay in sch cos patrick intend to find mr ho to clarify some QAS concept... since i haven really started, i tink i shud go... n thank patrick for jioing me...

    after finding finish mr ho... mrs tan stopped me for a moment to tell us sth regarding my ITP... i was veri happy abt it cos my ITP was changed... all thank to the department shuffle the placement... got into NUS instutite of material research n engineering... which most probably mean i doin some research work... i veri happy abt it... i will be doin wif benjamin anyway...

    after tat went home n chiong QAS till 3am... try to fall asleep but didn... end up fall asleep at 4... suddenly tot abt alot of random stuff.... one of them is tat stupid music in donut factory... apparently it been huanting my life.... den suddenly dunno y tink abt once a class gathering in sec 3.... well, the class together wif miss lim went sentosa to hav class gathering... actually the things i wonder back them is y there is transport bringing us to n out of sentosa... lol...

    thur had QAS exam... it 3 hr long n by then, my mind is veri blank... the paper is alrite i tink.... den after tat went to clementi eat jap food wif the usual clique....

    after tat, i went back to sch reluctanly to find mrs tan cos she wan me to sign some form.... the other went vivocity 1st..

    meet them there n walk around the area... den i forgot for wat reason suddenly tok abt my sis... they all were saying few things
    - my 2nd sis look like xiang yun (by yong hui)
    -i look like my big sis
    -our family had chubby face

    btw the last 2 i found insulting although i admit it a fact...

    well i really look like my big sis since young... see our baby pic already look alike.... but i HATE the most which is my father tat time show the grad pics we took to his friend n his friend sae " 你的大女儿跟你儿子长很像,脸一样原圆" (translation: ur big daughter n ur son look alike, face equally round)

    den tat dae somewat emo.. cause i got the feeling of emptiness... dunno y.... jus feel it... now still feeling it...

    2dae, went out to toa payoh ALONE to kill boredom again... saw alot of guangyang people la....
    -saw tong lin, a junior in lib... amazingly he still rmb me... i had problem rmb him... haha... he study in TP
    -saw mrs ling-seet, my upper sec math teacher... she didn saw me anyway... doubt she will rmb me anyway...
    -saw n went home wif jing ming.. chit chat abit abt how life...

    somewat seeing them lighten my mood abit... still feel emptiness....

    ok... end of part 1!!!!!

    +++______Now im singing such a sad song______ ♥