Im SO SICK of being L O N E L Y

Thursday, February 28, 2008

ytd been a happy dae la... despite all the problem n so....

ytd a mini 4e1 gathering.... had 13 people went... is 1 more people more than wat me n anne planned last yr dec.... n last yr dec 1 suppose to be a big 4e1 gathering.... haiz... me n anne CMI sia... so good job for li min, plan more... me n anne shud retired liao...

went toa payoh central pizza hut to eat... den went to chitchat awhile at outside toa payoh entertainment central n coffeebean in HDB hub... been veri happy toking to anne they all ba... been really long time hav such a good chat le ba... haha...

after went to see daryl n wen yi play pool... see until 11 plus den me n anne went home 1st.....

ok back to the fucked up issue again....

been telling selected few people abt the issue... yet dun tink it help much cos mayb i been hoping for magical solution to it yet i tink none i tell is a magician... so it end up back to me again.... dis is somewat reply for some people...

my LO plus supervisor - list down pros n cons n somewat hint me to accept
daryl - jus accept la
anne - tok abt it abit den "if i were u, i will accept"
chester - good oppourtunity, tink carefully, dun make descision u regret
wei sheng - dun make descision u regret
wee seng - "if i were u, i oso headache"

in short, i still hate my ITP for being good, something alot people dying for n tinking i been really veri lucky to post there.... i hate being offered FYP which again alot people dying for n tinking i mus be a lucky bastard....

personally, i noe i really lucky... heaven been treating me well... giving me good ITP, a good FYP to... yet y heaven wan me to make such a difficult descision...

if onli
- i the onli 1 in dis company
-i not posted to dis company (even to my ex-company n doin nth related)

prehap my life will be happier n me happier...

anyway 2dae had taken MC.... reason being
- i somewat sick for quite some time le (gastric problems)
- i really nid a break cos i really veri tired
- i really nid the whole dae to really tink abt the issue
- i really dun feel like goin my work n make me remind of the issue

i wish i can jus forget abt the issue...

life jus suck la... mayb tat y life is short... cos sucky for too long is veri sad... so make it short is better ba... mayb shorter is even better....

ok enough of ranting... jus hope ytd nite didn end tat early so tat i can enjoy more...

+++______Now im singing such a sad song______ ♥